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ONE TWO THREE	ONE TWO THREE OF LOVE, LIFE & EVERYTHG ELSE IN BETWEEN. (: HAZIRAH HALIM/HAZZ. IM PROCRASINATOR. I CONTRADICT MYSELF EVERY DAY. I WOULD SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY WHENEVER I WANT TO. I LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I WANT IT TO BE & IM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HOW I LOVE THEM. PLAY NICE & I'LL DO TH SAME. WITH LOVE, HUGS & KISSES. (:	ONE TWO THREE AISYAH BASIRAH FEE HAZY HUDA ISYA JOLENE KAITING KAK LINA KHADIJAH KILLA LALA LINDY LOLA MING SHUANG MYRAA NAS NADEE NADIAH OZA REENA SITI SUKASHI ZEE ANDERSON ZEE SIGLAP	ONE TWO THREE
Monday, July 20 :( i was home early today & i think ive wasted my ez-link fare travellg all th way fr bukit batok to khatib in th morng just to confuse myself in management class & almost died of stomach cramps in GP class. i swear to god my stomach cramps was utter nonsense. i hate period cramps sia. th pain was so intense that i had to sign out. -.- & in other words, i came to sch today just fr 2 lessons. buang masa aku. i could have slept like a swine at home this morng & drown myself in my own sorrows. iM sHoOo SaD oKaY nOw :( but atleast what happened this morning as i was on my way to school was quite enough to crack me up. k so i was walkg to th mrt station when this mat was walkg infront of me, on th phone, with a helmet on. well initially i thought he wanted to withdraw money from th ATM machine or smthg, sekali bukan la. Mat: on th phone with his friend. eh sial ah apersal aku jalan gi khatib sia! kan aku naik motor, kan motor aku kat parking lot block sebelah. bodoh sia. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. cakap dgn dia, please la pagi-pagi jangan mcm gini boleh tak. apparently, he forgot that he had a helmet on his head & he forgot that he was supposed to ride his motor instead of taking th train. joke of th century. i wanted to laugh at his face but on second thought, its okay cause i was rushing fr th stupid train. real loss only occurs when you've lost something that you've loved more than yrself. i've let myself down again & again & again by letting th most beautiful thing slipped right through my fingers. is there still a point fr a tinge of regret? does it even get me to anywhere? sometimes we get too busy looking out fr stones that we left out th diamonds. i wish at times fr you to walk in my shoes & feel how i truly feel & feel how is it trying go against yr own set of beliefs just to cater to yours. ah, some things are better left said than done. cause it has come to th period of time where i'll just still smile & say ' im happy fr you ' after you've found a replacement. never be sad for what is over but be glad that it was once yours. cause relationships are like crystals, you dont realize how much you love it until it breaks.