Dont Speak.



Thursday, December 25

time flies real fast. its only days to 2009. can you believe that?! to think of it, i havent done anythg productive enough th whole of this year. only thg i rmbrd was to get my heart broken 97654323456 times, mugging my ass off fr o-fricking-levels & losing myself as a whole along th way. tht is so sad & depressg, omg. but whatever tht has happened th whole of this year be it th good ones or th bad ones have contributed to my upbringing & growing up as a person. so fret not. so fr a start, i shall start dg my personal 2009 resolutions so as not to windward offside.

today's gonna be boring lo. i had to cancel plans w isya & friends cause mom told me to send th annoyg siblings fr their swimmg lesson in th aftnoon while she, on th oth hand, is happily havg some high tea kind of thg somewhere. great. so i guess i'll be headg to J8 alone, yes alone, while waitg fr th kids to be done w their lesson. i need time on my own, pronto. ive been busy spendg time on all oth thgs in this world except fr myself. pathetic, sympathetic, emphatic. i need a breather, breather, breather.

results are only weeks away. i need to brace myself up fr it. ive decided tht th night bfr th results, i'll stay up all night scarg th shit out of myself & reading books & hogging on th phone. i'll do every oth thg under th sun except fr sleepg. I THINK IM TURNG WEIRDER & WEIRDER EVERY SINGLE DAY. -.-

ive been occupied with idk what lately so pardon me if i dont go around answerg yr calls or replyg yr texts or cancellg our plans. im such a bummer lo sorry. fyi, i havent turned kerek/sombong & whatever terms you wanna use fr a start. im just clearly preoccupied. im not just school-less okay. i still have my job with me & some days, i just cant squeeze time fr a proper meet up cause ive got work & assignments to meet. like ive said, im busy. once ive alr got everythg sorted out, we'll go hang out soon okay. mm.

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OHMYGOD IM SUCH A BIMBO. i texted th wrong person th wrong text. fuckety fuckety fuckety fuck fuck fuck fuck. ohmygodddddddddd.