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Friday, October 10
GRADUATION.
so as promised, th graduation post. just fr th record, its heavy content!

gdbye, chung cheng high sch. when i first entered th sch back in sec one, i had never liked it. i wasnt proud to be a part of chungcheng. i detest th sch as much as i can. i had never spoken well of th sch. w only 8 malay students in th whole express stream fr th 2005 cohort, th first thought that came to my mind was that i presumed that my sec sch journey would be a dull one. at times when i was in sec one & two, i remembered whining to Cikgu Sha all th time how racist & bias th sch was towards th malay kids. we th malay clique (me,faten,huda), never really did mix around w th chinese kids way back in sec one. all three of us were stereotypg. we thought that all of th sch's chinese population were against us since we, th malays, were in a chinese school which supposedly belongs to their race, not us. of course, it was a huge huge change fr us th malays where we had many many many malay pupils in our class in pri sch. we also didnt click w th malay boys. we had many many unwanted & kiddish squabbles in between leading to a we-dont-talk-to-each-other-&-give-one-another-sour-faces kind of thing. we didnt mix around w kids from th oth streams. if you ask me why is that so, i would say we were immatured at that point of time. we couldnt think rationally & just did whatever to show our pride. to sum it all up, we were th threesome of anti-social girls. however in sec two, we started adapting to our surrounding aft being in th sch fr a year. i started mixing around w th chinese girls where bonds were forged up till now & i have wonderful friends like Lindy & ChunMei.

however in sec three aft th streaming exercises, th 3 of us were put in diff classes. & yes, i was th only malay girl in 3d 07. well truthfully, i swear i hated that class in sec three. i kept to myself most of th time cause being th only malay girl in class, boy i do feel very left out. to start of w, oth girls in th class alrdy had their own cliques w them in th class. i dread gg into classes & looked forward to only malay lessons where i felt as though i was in my comfort zone. often in sec three, i skipped & cabot classes just to go to huda's class or faten's class, vice versa. i wasnt much of a student material in sec 3. my studies started to drop due to skippg lessons, i rarely hand up my homework & often sleep in class during lesson time.

but this year, i started looking at things from a different perspective & hey, i realised that things werent as bad as it seems. 4D o8 started becoming part of me already by then. i started mixing around from cliques to cliques & started steppg out of my comfort zone & started talking to everybody. they brought joy to my schooling days & im glad to say that i look forward to school even more. (: there were people of diff personalities that made us 4D. oh & i think our class is th hippiest class throughout th whole cohort. hahaha. we played april fools pranks on teachers by opening up our umbrellas & greating th teachers & by turning all our tables th other way round, we did stupid things like hanging papers on th fan while letting th fan spin to everyone's great amusement, we annoy th very shit out of all th teachers by our lazy attitude & our dontknow-dontcare attitude. we might not be th easiest class to teach but we do leave you teachers w fond memories may it be good ones or bad ones. next, pictures are of random order & its a mixture of both pictures taken on graduation day itself & on th last day of sch.

they were th ones who made school enjoyable. we alrdy had our fairshare of ups & downs, girls. time spent w you girls is th most precious thing i can ever have & you girls should already know that i love you two equally as much. (:

its been 2 continuous years that you've been sitting either next to me or behind me. & maddy, you never fail to crack me up w yr rubbish & nonsense. haha.


you are th most blurrest girl ive ever seen, i swear ok! well, i think you should know that you're th first ever new friend that ive made in 3D 07. & ive seen you change from ahlian to not so ahlian. stay that way ok! its suits you better, really. bllllurrrrrrrrcocck.

kaiting & tessa. kaitingtingtingting, as much as i wanna curse & swear you fr being very tall, i think you're a funny girl w all your imprompto reaction to everything gg around you. ah no more hearing you shouting across th class already.


jo! my Ms Crosses! a whole year having you sitting beside me have been a total joy. speaking chinese w you all th time, oogling on cute guys w abs (haha!), listening to all yr superband stories, sharing textbooks & worksheets w one another, talkg abt th latest trends in town & teaching you malay. gosh im gonna miss all those. i love you. (:


mingshuang! you cute thing jumpg around all th time. its nice sharing th same misery w you being th among th shortest ones in class. but hey, short people are cute ok! hahaha. you've been a joy to be w & w/o you quarrelg w jianjun all th time, th class is gonna be quiet.


szup, pimp! thanks fr everything. its just too long to list it all up. you're a bright guy so start mugging yr ass off & stop menggatal w girls. semua perempuan pon nak kau nak sapu!

jia yan! its so funny seeing you cry while watchg th 5B grad video. its not even yr class, girl! hahaha. anyway, you've got a great voice & you know it yrself.

miss wooooooooooooo! " must take th picture far far away so that it wont show that you're taller than me! ". hahaha. far or near, im still taller than you la cher. you've been th nicest form teacher so far. you never did give up on our class eventhough we gave you many many problems. you kept on motivating us, esp me. cause everytime you see my face you'll go, "must work hard for yr e-maths ok, practice more ok". yes teacher yessssssssssss.

sheryl! you're damn damn damn damn rich la please. i cant stand people like you. hahaha, no just kidding. well, we might not have been in th same class but i had fun letting you poking me & making me jump. & i think you've got nice complexion.

naz! you're as quiet as a mouse & as weird as a pumpkin. hah. however, i thank you fr tolerating my nonsense & rubbish in malay class all th time. w/o you, noone else would bother to entertain all those. (:

lindy & chunmei! my god, you girls are awesome. though we drifted a lil aft gg into diff classes, like said by lindy, i still love both of you ok! im gonna miss givg you girls yr bday gifts. eventhough we stopped gg out & taking neoprints, eating pastamania & watching movie tgth as of last year & this year, it doesnt mean it'll stop forever right? we shall do that again aft olevels k, promise.

qiaohui & meiling! th sweetest pair of gfs. nice spendg time w you girls back when you girls were still peer support leaders. (:

bernice! we only got closer this year & its nice having you around w me all th time. playing othello, charade, tic tac toe in th lecture theater. you're th fastest book reader ever & i salute you fr that. & you write really well. clear cut you'll confirm get into mass comm.


crystal! th girl who always go, 'hi hazzie! hi hazzie!'. hahaha. i dont remember talking to you at all in sec 3. you're a nice girl & you're always laughing la & i can even hear it across th class! laughing fr what purpose, idk. haha.

yap cheng yap! from th roundest fishball in sec 1 & 2, you've magically slimmed down. thankgod im not in th same class as you in sec 3 & 4. or else, th class would already been torn down w all our unwanted teasings & squabble. but hey, thats what that made it fun. eventhough i hate you fr being th most irritating bugger ever, im gonna miss calling you names lor boy beaver. (:


samuel! you're as white as an A4 printing paper. go tanning la you. its nice teasing you all th time when i see you passing by my class corridor. you've slimmed down alot tooooooooooo!


sebastian! you smell like a skunk when you sweat! damn gross please. go spray perfume first k. haha. i'll always remember you as th guy who go, 'got go back pri sch anot?'. tht would be th only thing that you'll say everytime you see my face.

jianjun & jasper. classmates of 4 years. irritating buggers! 24 hours non stop hits annoyg th shit out of people. jianjun's always getting teased cause of his skin colour. haha. its good to have a natural tan whaaaaat. & jasper, you're th worst gymnast ever. hah kidding.


graduation gifts. thanks chungcheng fr th chungcheng bear with our PE tshit on. adorable. & to friends & teachers who gave goodies, motivational cards & gifts, i thank all of you from th bottom of my heart. you guys are th bestttttttttt. <3




4D! you guys are th best, th loveliest, th coolest, th hippiest & every oth adjectives that you can fill in. being a part of 4D is a joy & im gonna miss every single one of you. thanks fr th memories, th joy that we had & thanks fr making lessons a joy to attend to w all th classic jokes & pranks played. im glad th class spirit came into us in sec 4. i love you all alot & i'll most definately miss everything single thing i swearrrrrrrr. all th best to all of you fr olevels & lets show th teachers what we are capable of producing superb results! <3


faten & huda: you girls are th joy of my life. you tolerated my moodswings, you tolerated my rubbish & bring a smile on my face every single time. only w you guys i can be who i really am. w/o you girls, i wouldnt be who i am now. you girls really make a big impact in my life & upbringing. you're always there to pick me up when i fall. you're always there to make me feel loved. you're always there to shower me w care & concern. you're always there holding yr hands out to guide me through everything tht im facing. i love you girls alot alot alot alot. do yr best in olevels cause i dont want you girls to be crying w sorrows when recievg th results. we may have many other friends outside of school but at th end of th day, its you guys who matters th most to me. its too much love & i cant summarise it in just one paragraph. (:

cikgu sha: you've been th bestest malay teacher so far. 3 years being in yr class might not have been all joy. we might have issues with each other previously but its glad to know that i would always have you to rely on if i need to hear advices from an adult's point of view. you're th funkiest teacher ever who goes clubbing & highlight yr hair red. thts so rad. whooo. thanks for belanja-ing us swensons, macs, mustafa centre goodies, pratas & so on. i think we really really kecek your duit alot lo. but you dont mind what right. hahaha. you're not just a teacher but also like a friend, a big sister to all of us. cikgu gangster ah cikgu eh. i would like to apologize though fr th fact tht we didnt hand in all our mock exam karangan & also fr coming to class late & making so much noise in class. & its so nice of you to allow us to bahasakan you every single time. hahaha. i love you, cikgu. you're th best, reaaally. (:





chungcheng high will always be etched in my mind being my alma mater. thanks fr th memories. there's too many things im gonna miss about th school itself. th chungcheng lake, th linkway, th lecture theater, th hall, performing on stage, doing PSL duties, being th student leader fr th annual sec one camp, having PE lessons in th sports hall, sitting down in th canteen aft sch, playing soccer w th guys, gg for night studies, getting in trouble w th year heads, gg to th classes next door & teasing th people there, messing around in malay class making stupid videos of ourself & many others which are just plainly too long to list out.

raya pictures next time alright? most prob aft th olevels, 11 nov. its a bit too overdued but nvrm, still can be done. with that, im gonna be on longgg longg longg hiatus. call/text to get through me. to those taking their olevels, all th best alright. with love, hazz. (: