
look. lets get this thing clear once & fr all. i dont have any issues w you alrdy. you clearly said tht, 'i think we should stop contactg each oth fr a while cause im fallg fr you & i cant bear to do tht to her'. well, im fine w it eventhough i dont fucken understd why. cause she clearly knows tht we have this 'you're th person whom i look fr if i needed someone to talk to' kind of thing gg on btween us, vice versa. & now this. you went, 'hazz, im sorry to have said tht. can things turn out as per norm frm now on? idk wht has gotten into me just now'. whatthefuckenhell? stop lickg back what you have spat. who was th one who wanted to stop contactg each oth? you. who was th one who said tht it was th best fr th both of us? you. i dont understd you. i am not tryg to create an issue out of it but im sorry cause things wont turn out as per norm aft what you have said. somehow somewhat, i just cant bring myself to let things turn out as per norm. i dont wanna talk to either you or yr clan/grp of friends anymore. enough of you guys pissing me off already. lets end this whole thing nicely alright. we are just mere acquaintances. however, i thank you fr sacrificg yr sleep just to hear me out every single time & i thank you fr being there when i needed you to, F ♥. my apology goes out to Tisha too. sorry sweetheart i do apprieciate yr efforts of callg me up & stuffs like tht but things wont be as per norm btween me & yr bf alrdy. i have had my say on this alrdy & im done w it.
omg believe it or not, its already thursday. then its friday, saturday, sunday, monday. & monday calls out fr schooooooooooool. & its only a month or so left fr olevels. ohmy ohmy ohmy. i have been relaxg my ass off during th period of this 1 week hols when i was supposed to make full use of it to study!!! waaaaaaaaaah, i feel so guilty lettg time go to waste just like that. i am gonna pick myself up tmr & wake up early to study. & then im gonna head to aunt's place fr buka & meet Risyam most probably. its been awhile since i last met tht mat wannabe. another thing. i need to head back to sch tmr to S.S prelim's results. damn it. i need to think of an excuse to leave early. 2pm-6pm is fucking long ok! try sitting in th lecture theatre fr 4 solid hrs. i'll definately salute you if you dont turn restless. gdbye humans. i.am.vely.vely.vely.vely.vely.hungry.lei.