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ONE TWO THREE	ONE TWO THREE OF LOVE, LIFE & EVERYTHG ELSE IN BETWEEN. (: HAZIRAH HALIM/HAZZ. IM PROCRASINATOR. I CONTRADICT MYSELF EVERY DAY. I WOULD SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY WHENEVER I WANT TO. I LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I WANT IT TO BE & IM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HOW I LOVE THEM. PLAY NICE & I'LL DO TH SAME. WITH LOVE, HUGS & KISSES. (:	ONE TWO THREE AISYAH BASIRAH FEE HAZY HUDA ISYA JOLENE KAITING KAK LINA KHADIJAH KILLA LALA LINDY LOLA MING SHUANG MYRAA NAS NADEE NADIAH OZA REENA SITI SUKASHI ZEE ANDERSON ZEE SIGLAP	ONE TWO THREE
Saturday, September 27 HARI RAYA? OH WELL i think by far, im th world's most deprived girl cause i havent been to Geylang ever since th start of ramadhan &&&& now its alrdy gonna end in a few days time but yet i havent stepped in th bazaar yet. ohmygod how sad is thatzxzx. & when people ard me talk about Geylang, im like clueless & lost cause i dont even know whats hapenning. i think i should go live in a cave. bloody shitzxzx. parents had alrdy went there fr a zillion & one time. i think they shopped ard geylang like every friday (cause they kept askg me along but i didnt want to cause i hate crowds) ever since th start of ramadhan yet their poor daughter here have been digging in her books ever since. sad or what. th thing about me is tht, i think i spend alooooooooooot of time studyg but yet im still not getting anywhere near smart/clever. i think im acadamically impaired, god damn it. anyway its days away from raya yet im not feelg th vibes, yet. mom's busy making stuffs in th kitchen, dad's busy dg th curtains, siblings busy creatg chaos. everyone seems excited but not me. like iqah says, 'we're gonna look so unglam durg raya w our eyebags'. true enough. ive got like 98765432345 kilos hanging on my face. how pretty. raya songs have been blastg its way through radios like every hour, every minute, every second, every mini second. so irritating la please!! im not even excited. hell to duit collection, jalan raya w family/friends, baju kurung/kebaya, kuih raya & family gathergs. idc idc idc idc. i just wanna get my 15pointer fr olevels, get into a freaking jc but not yjc, laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! shit you hazz. i think im depressed cause since th start, im writing senseless stuff. & just by th matter of fact, im a happy kid now cause my room is clean & it looks like a room now, finally. i thought of re-painting my room this year but noooooooooooooooo, i was too busy squeezg of my brain juice. ah its okay there's always next year. almost all blogs tht i land to will have a countdown to raya & i'll be like blaaaaah, dontknow, dontcare. i think im losing all my human-like features alrdy. how can i not be excited fr raya rightzxz? thts so insane cause fr th previous years, ive always been th overly excited creature in th house once raya approaches. but thank god, im still sane to actually go search fr a new pair of heels & accessories. so kudos to that. ^^ side trackg a lil. my younger sister just threw a fake plastic cockroach infront of my face & it looks so real that i freakgly freaked out & uttered out a longlonglonglong list of vulgarities tht my mom's jaw dropped. hahaha. sorry hor mummy, not on purpose i swear. talkg about sisters, i rly dislike my younger sister. i think she's th world's most irritating creature ever. she thinks she's so pretty by using every single one of my stuffs & by copyg how i dress up. i think its bloody retarded of her cause she's just a small fry, a primary 2 kiddo. i rmb i used to blog a looooooooong post of her being irritating/annoyg & stuffs like tht a few yrs ago but i stopped cause i think its a waste of my time & energy yet im dg it yet. stop k stop. finally im heading geylang on malam raya w _____, i think. i need to get th raya vibes. or else, i would just probably be hitting my books AGAIN on pagi raya. god save me please. i badly need a life right now. i reckon this would be my last post, yes last last post till olevels are over. im gonna go into a deep hiatus till mmm 11 nov when th last paper ends. & i hate it when people say, 'im gonna be gone fr th time being. better miss me ok! or else..'. hello, thts fucken retarded. you sound like some kind of spastic kid. gah. oh & major papers fr nlevels start tmr. i pity them cause they have like 3 papers (maths, phy, chem) on th same day which is tmr. omg, i would have just fainted if i were them. contextual subjs all in one day. th one who planned th timetable must have been depressed at that moment to have actually came up w such schedule. thank god olevels are spread out in a period of 1 month. w tht, im off. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin to all. (: