Dont Speak.

ONE TWO THREE	ONE TWO THREE OF LOVE, LIFE & EVERYTHG ELSE IN BETWEEN. (: HAZIRAH HALIM/HAZZ. IM PROCRASINATOR. I CONTRADICT MYSELF EVERY DAY. I WOULD SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY WHENEVER I WANT TO. I LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I WANT IT TO BE & IM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HOW I LOVE THEM. PLAY NICE & I'LL DO TH SAME. WITH LOVE, HUGS & KISSES. (:	ONE TWO THREE AISYAH BASIRAH FEE HAZY HUDA ISYA JOLENE KAITING KAK LINA KHADIJAH KILLA LALA LINDY LOLA MING SHUANG MYRAA NAS NADEE NADIAH OZA REENA SITI SUKASHI ZEE ANDERSON ZEE SIGLAP	ONE TWO THREE
Thursday, August 14 what would you do when everytime you fell in love, you had to say goodbye? what would you do when everytime you wanted someone, they would never be there? with all these tears i shed fr you, none of them are reciprocated. instead, i was given shit attitude. you left me hanging neither here nor there. i deserve way better than tht. you know sometimes you left me w no choices, no this, no that. you are not th same you whom ive known. this, i have to admit, have been repeatedly said umpteenth times. where have all yr smses & yr promises went to? oh, tell me about it. merely sweet talks, arent they? okay i get you. you will never know how it affects yours truly inside out but now im telling you, it does. in case you havent realise, yes you meant th world fr me. but not anymore now cause you're not th same guy tht first caught my heart anymore. i cant help it but just to repeat it in infinite. i do need a breather & get away from all these but how would it be possible when you're always first in my list in almost every aspect of my daily routines? when everything came crashing down on me, th only ones who were there fr me were th girlfs/guyfs. where have you been? where did all yr 'i would always be there fr you through thick/thin no matter what' went to? gone, gone by th wind, gone just like that. fr now, words just fell apart between us. we're just like total strangers. do we acknowledge each oth anymore? i doubt so. i feel awkward when talkg to you. i had always thought highly of you but aft all, you're just as childish. yet another night w tear-stained cheeks & pillow drenched w yet my tears still. while you at th oth end enjoyg yr life w a new companion perhaps? deny w all yr might. i trust th others more than you. so sad but true. months of knowg each oth yet you left little actions of integrity in me. prolly, none, at all. good to know tht ive alrdy been replaced in just a period of time. if thats what you want, if thats what you think suits you th most, so be it. i've realised. i am just another puny figure who walked into yr life just a few days or perhaps months & then left w/o leavg any marks or dents. all you do is just to mention every each of my guyfriends & pick on them. but do you know that they've been th one there fr me 24/7 at times when i really needed to hear something frm a guy's point of view? you dont. you jumped straight into conclusions & resorted into concluding what you think was right. but little tht you realised, you are very wrong. you cant blame me fr tht cause you had never been there fr me at serious times. you left me there alone w no one to turn to. only god knew how lost i felt at tht point of time. you initiated th move. it has nvr been me. gimme some bullshit reasonings yet i choose not to take it. these guyfriends were th one who were constantly remindg me tht its not th end of th world when i thought it was. these guyfriends were th one who spent their nights sacrificing their sleep just to hear me out. do you? you dont. these guyfriends were th ones who were giving me opinion frm a guy's perspective. all you did was to make me feel invisible like as though i dont exist. you dontknow what ive been through, dont you? :/ Labels: love?