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Friday, July 18
over.


alhamdullilah, prelim 1 is finally over. 3 bloody weeks of painstaking efforts in dg revision, gg fr night study classes in sch, studyg w girlfriends at mac way till late 11pm on a schoolg day, burng all my weekend outings & dates, reducing my late night talks & th use of hp. i hope it all pays off. but lookg closer at it, i'll prolly not do well in prelim 1 cause practically, i am not fully prepared when sitting fr th papers. oh well, i just pray fr th best. my life now practically revolves ard studies, studies, studies & studies. but tht doesnt matter. like wht friends say, it'll pay off fr sure.

i finally had th time to re-edit th blogskin. not much of a change though. yer, aku pemalas. asal? (: today, im not gonna touch any books/textbooks/notes or whtsoever related to studies cause i need to take a break! take a break break break break break. get it, break? im gonna start picking up my social life which is alrdy broken into bits & pieces i guess. yes, you people can start askg me out alrdy. hehehe. fr a start, tmr would be to th fireworks w haikal. its been awhile since i last stepped into esp. just fr th record, th place is infested w wannabes & mcm phm people until i cannot stand it anymore i tell you.

& fr now, i am so free tht idk what to do. i feel like gg to my books & start studyg but at th same time, i dontwant to. how lei like tht? im lookg frward to MindChamps this coming Sunday. yay yay yay, hopefully whatever taught works on me. no, i am gonna make it work on me by hook or by crook.

ive been stuffg myself w way too much junkfood lately. hari hari macd, macd, macd. naik jelak bodo aku. & because of tht, im startg to expand sideways to upwards. thanks siak. its 8.11pm now. & i srsly have got nthg to do. fr god sake, stop being a fag la hazz. & i think my hp is gonna be confiscated soon cause th bill came & whoa, bomb siak bill. melampau-lampau eh hazz. bapak kau kan skrg stamp chop duit hari-hari. sheesh. if phone's rly gonna get confiscated, contact me through my ppd number alrighty. do ask fr number if you dont have it, friends. (read->friends!) ciao [:

tag replies.

syirah : hey, how did you land on my blog? yes, ingat la! mana tk ingat pulak. :D

zul YP: i guess you're zulhairi rightzxz? anak murid cik bedah yr head. tk pergi mana-mana lah. im still well & fine in spore what. hahaha.

farhana: farhana mana eh? anyhoots, thks fr droppg by. [:

afeef: eh? jalan daaaaaa. tk layan aku org-org yg self-proclaim ni semua. hahaha.

if one day i start to matter to you, please do tell me. im tired. tired of waiting fr you to change & be a new person. aftall, i dont benefit frm all this. please la, i need a break. i just need a break.

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