Dont Speak.

ONE TWO THREE	ONE TWO THREE OF LOVE, LIFE & EVERYTHG ELSE IN BETWEEN. (: HAZIRAH HALIM/HAZZ. IM PROCRASINATOR. I CONTRADICT MYSELF EVERY DAY. I WOULD SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY WHENEVER I WANT TO. I LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I WANT IT TO BE & IM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HOW I LOVE THEM. PLAY NICE & I'LL DO TH SAME. WITH LOVE, HUGS & KISSES. (:	ONE TWO THREE AISYAH BASIRAH FEE HAZY HUDA ISYA JOLENE KAITING KAK LINA KHADIJAH KILLA LALA LINDY LOLA MING SHUANG MYRAA NAS NADEE NADIAH OZA REENA SITI SUKASHI ZEE ANDERSON ZEE SIGLAP	ONE TWO THREE
Tuesday, June 24 I AM GONNA BE BLOODY BUSY FR TH REST OF TH MONTH ALL TH WAY TO JULY. so blog's gonna be left untouched unless somethg significant happens in my life fr example if i win th grammy awards or smthg, then i'll update. if not, i wont. ah kau. if thts not big enough fr you, tht goes to show tht you're potek to th kotek & you need to get yr eyes checked. its only th 2nd day of sch but hell yes, i am god damn shagged to th nike air max punya. prelims are in 2 weeks time & english paper's this coming friday. oh dear god, help help me me. at this point of time, i just feel like giving all up. srsly, th stress load is killing & eating me up slowly. oh well fr now, im giving Tapestry & Baybeats a pass cause prelim exams falls on tht week. sad, yes/no? im saying gdbye to my social life cause fr now, all i want is to focus on my studies. thts all. period. dont ask me out fr th next few weeks if you dont like th feelg of rejection. dont say i didnt warn you. im alrdy startg to burn th midnight oil. its gona be a sleep-at-2am-every-night kind of thing frm now on till this much dreaded prelim one is over. believe or not, my sch has 2 prelim exams. ohmygod, i feel like dying. f&n coursework's final deadline is this friday 6pm. & fuck it, mine is not even half done. too much, too much. i dont rmbr being this messed up when preparg fr my PSLE way back in P6. all i need is a break! all i need is more time in a day. okay ciao blogfaces. im gonna start mugging & rush through all my revisions. wish me all th luck you can fr th prelims & dont miss me too much. wahahaha. ^^ sometimes, i find myself just way too stupid. yes, im an unapprieciative brat. i dontknow how to apprieciate things when its right there infront of me. i could not kid nor lie to myself any further. as much as im denyg th fact tht i dont miss you, thts how much i miss you. contradictory but true. i miss th feeling of being loved. i miss all our late night talks. i miss hearg yr ear piercg & out of tune voice singing random songs at random times on th phone. i miss those times where it was only you & me. i miss th smell of yr Boss perfume. i miss yr warm hugs. i miss you callg me names though it irritates th shit out of me at times. i miss catchg you starg at me blankly. i just miss everythg single little tiny bits of you. thts a fact tht i cant lie to myself. face th music, hazz. you're th one who initiated fr all these, not him. at times when pressure gets over th limit, i just need a listening ear. gdbye.