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ONE TWO THREE	ONE TWO THREE OF LOVE, LIFE & EVERYTHG ELSE IN BETWEEN. (: HAZIRAH HALIM/HAZZ. IM PROCRASINATOR. I CONTRADICT MYSELF EVERY DAY. I WOULD SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY WHENEVER I WANT TO. I LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I WANT IT TO BE & IM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HOW I LOVE THEM. PLAY NICE & I'LL DO TH SAME. WITH LOVE, HUGS & KISSES. (:	ONE TWO THREE AISYAH BASIRAH FEE HAZY HUDA ISYA JOLENE KAITING KAK LINA KHADIJAH KILLA LALA LINDY LOLA MING SHUANG MYRAA NAS NADEE NADIAH OZA REENA SITI SUKASHI ZEE ANDERSON ZEE SIGLAP	ONE TWO THREE
Monday, May 5 yes human, im still alive & kickg though this blog had been left abandoned fr like almost a month? omg, i miss blogging, i rly do. but amidst all those hectic schedules, i managed to squeeze in some time to revamp my bloggeh. priority wise, ive got it all mixed up but whatever. atleast im gaing self satisfactory just lookg at th state of my blog. heh. so while i was on a hiatus, many many many many many things happened in just a period of 1 month. whoa, talkg about how fast things occur. tell me about it. frm th 6-days-only bonds, frm hajar being admitted to th hosp because of her own stupidity (haha), frm sch being a such a biggie time whore as per usual & frm me getting a whole lot of assesment books, mainly TYS & blah blah blah. tht rly did boost up my moral fr studies okay! currently, its only 1 & a half months away from th prelims. thank god there's no mid yrs fr us this time. but contradictorily, i want mid yrs lei! i wanna get in my hardcore mugging mode but i just cant. my mind just keeps driftg off aft only a few hrs of studies. bummer! ah & just fr th record, its been 94326437 yrs since i last stepped to town. ok no, thts overly exxageratg. 2 weeks of no-town. wow, it felt good. stayg at home to mug during my saturdays. mom & dad must be uber proud to have me. right? k i shall learn how to shut up. im lookg frward to th cambodia trip with th peer support leaders durg th june hols but yet at th same time, im not. i wanna stay home & study. omg, ive just propagate myself into thinkg tht studyg is everythg. im preety much booked fr th whole of th june hols. so tht means its a byebye to all my leisure activities. darn. olevels, be over fast caaaaaaaaan. you're tormentg my soul, you sadistic piece of shit. okay so now, im telling myself tht im gonna be stayg up till 1am to do my studyg. cause now it almost 10pm & im still here blogging. wth. screw me. see? i need motivations to slap me out of my never ending drifters. ciao. p/s: oh god, i think i miss you. i cant believe im saying this but yes, i think i am missing you. who am i to kidd myself. i hate you. yet i want you. yet i loathe you. yet i still want you. just as you know, it hurts deep down to know th fact tht im gonna be replaced sooner or later. i dont like th whole new person tht im seeing in you. i want th old you back. with love, hazz. :[ Labels: deep down.