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Thursday, January 24
i am officially sick & demam, demam & sick. i swear i didnt know wht happened cause things seems to be fine this morng & this aftnoon. just soon aft i woke up from my aftnoon nap, i realised tht i was runng a temperature. perhaps it was because of th dissapointg olevel malay results, i reckon? :( im sorry humans i didnt reply to your smses. i was too 'insertemotionshere' to reply. just for th record, i got an A2. i was aimg for an A1 though. preety much dissapointg, i know. either i screwed up my compositions or my listeng compre. cause as far as i know, i got a distinction for th oral. was moodless to got for hmt lessons aft tht so jyeah went straight home. mom didnt really mind actually. she's kind of satisfied tht atleast i managed to clinch a distinction. oh well. whatever. im sick sick sick & i totally hate it. booooooo. i guess i would be skippg sch tmr but on th second thought, maybe i shouldnt cause i wont wanna start of my year badly. so i shall drag me & my sorry butts to sch tmr. damn. was browsg through th JAE booklet in class just now. mak kau, to get to Nanyang Jc needs me to secure a frigging 8 pointers kind of thing. oh if you people dontknow, NJC is affiliated to my sch. so most prolly i'll dump myself there if i manage to get into jc. but i wanna do masscomm also! i wanna go do journalism. i love writg, i love talkg. ohgay. hectic siuls. anyhoots, my throat is killing me. ive been pumpg in 10000000 litres of plain water into myself for th past 10 mins. sheesh. its sad seeing th seniors cryg their hearts out when lookg at their results. i swear i wont wanna be like tht. i wanna be a gleemg & smillg Hazz when takg my results. i dont wanna be a booboo cry here cry there cry everywhere Hazz. i take what i saw with my own eyes this aftnoon as a pendorong semangat to make me push myself harder. i know i can do & i know i will do it. okay, i wanna get some rest. th throat is fcukg killing me. bitch ass. can i just pluck it aside & leave it there to cure? irritating. -.-
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