Dont Speak.



Sunday, December 2
& to think tht i ever fell for you?
& to think tht i ever spend my nights cryg myself to sleep just for you?
& to think tht i spend my day waitg for your smses & calls from you?
& to think tht i did make you my everythg once upon a time?
& to think tht i got myself into so much of trouble with my parents just because of you.

someone just please come up to me & go 'hazz, youre one stupid biatch. fullstop'.

i think im th world's saddest girl at this point of time.
why do i always have to end up being in a fallacy, a mistaken belief?why am i always not apprieciated by throngs of people?
why am i always doing a one sided kind of thing?
in th first fuckg place, i shouldnt have wasted a single minute of my life on you.
he says, ' one go. ten come aper '.
& do you think its tht easy for a someone to move on? think again.
look deep down a girl. you'll see how much she cries. & you'll see all those hidden earth shatterg secrets tht is kept within her. but what you'll see most is how hard she'll try to stay strong when everythg is wrong & nothg is correct.