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Saturday, December 8
pardon me for th lack of updates. & pardon me for th lack of pictures also. fact is, my hp was confiscated cause dad caught me talkg on th phone at 3am in th morng. mcm wthell gitu kan. he suddenly went into my room out of a sudden. & yes, i was caught red handed laa abeh! & yes, byebye taataa toodles to my hp. but no worries, humans. im still contactable through my ppd number. tkmuh mengutok okay but im using a VGA camera phone now. so for now, no camwhorg. cause digi cam is faulty too. siak aje! every single thing just have to bastard me at th very moment when i needed it. -.- & blogger just have to do this to me kan! my laptop when off out of a sudden after i typed out one whole god damn mofo chunk of entry. aaaah bastard bastard bastard habis habisan! ive just realised tht my recent posts have all been depressing saddening emofying disgusting lovey dovey heart broken entries. alamak, tk boleh jadi nih. i want tht old gila merepek meraban tk senonoh noisy noisy irritating nak mampos nonsense crap buang tebiat Hazz back. can can can? can ah. from today, i promise. finally, ive managed to move on & stand on my own two feets without him. hmphh. kau boleh pergi mampos okay? thanks manyak manyak. ive been spending my almost over school holidays hooking up. hooking up with books la you toot. just what were you thinking aye? wahahahaha. im currently hooked on to Naked Season by Kira Cochrane. writing style dia, fuhhyoo punya la tak sensored. tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk. but bottomline is th story is still as touchg & as dirty as ever. lucky tht its just a library book. tak akan & tak pernah will i waste my money buying books like that. hahahahahahaha. okay not funny la prease. school schoool schoooooool schooooool. i miss schooool. i miss my table. i miss my chair. i miss sleepg in class. i miss talkg so much in malay classes. i miss disturbg & irritating th shit out of th malay boys in class. i miss making so much noise sampai kena marah shut up dgn classmates. i miss doing hardcore chair rockg sampai terjatuh. i misss i misss i miss i miss waking up early. (?) haha. semakin menjadi jadi kemalasan aku nih. ive been wakg up super late. & tuckg in super late also. babatszxzxzxzxz pon semakin bertambah la kan. ive alrdy got 2 layers now. ada lagi yg nak join th club? haha. today is just one of a very very uberly freakg pathetic sundays tht im having. bro & sis are off to a party next block. & here i am rotting th shit out of me. & this, i promise, is tht last depressing chunk that im ever gonna blog for th whole of this month. you were th best thing tht has ever happened to me. & th best thing taken away from me. every night as i lie crying, i wish you would stay. cause now im alone. & still in love. youre th only thing tht my heart wants. th love was once perfect. but everythg had now changed tremendously. are you really worth all my tears? are you really really worth crying over? toodles. [: |