Dont Speak.



Tuesday, November 20

kenapa laaa kawan kawan aku semua biadab nk mampos eh.
i was talkg to ____ on msn about tht day's issue, cause tht fcuker didnt tell me his friends was there when i was msng with him. shitfcuk. nasib aku tk blurt out terlebih lebih.
& in one conversation, he nudges me like 12 times. yes, i counted ahh. 12 times.
sorry ah please. im not th type of person who plays ridiculous childish games like th ' i nudge you. you nudge me back. we both nudge each other together ' game. fikir aku free sgt?
& he freakg maki-ed me cause he said i didnt reply him. eh hello. kau potek ke buta? i typed out one whole chunk, hell of a long reply. & you said i didnt reply you? go get your eyes checked. i clearly saw the HAZZ [: says: 'inserts my reply here' stated in th conversation box eh tolong sikit. & thennnnnnnnn, he didnt even answer my questions aft i answered his million & one questions alrdy. aleh aleh, the contact appears to be offline. asshole babi.
kay i know this has no link & its even tk perlu for me to blog it down. but, im just fuckg frustrated. first you got me into trouble. secondly, kau maki aku tk tentu psl. bloody hell punyer mamat. thirdly, you didnt asnwer back my questions aft i answered yours. fourthly, kau biadab. atleast if you have a bloody connection problem, have th courtesy to text my phone up & tell me la! & answer my questions. 5 cents pon nk lokek pe? yucks to th core ah kau eh, A. sorry, i cant disclose his name. nanti gang gang dier datang dkat aku, mengamok. pfft.
its been long since i last wrote in my diary. th last entry was dated on 2nd november, i think.
& i was head over heels for him at tht point of time. i seriously wonder why la eh. cause thinkg back, he is one bloody assholic bastard. i still do like him still. why oh why do i usually hook up myself with mofo jerks. am i just stupid or just plainy dumb? & yeah. im too busy sufferg in life right now. so i wont be updating daily, regurlary, everyday, everyweek. maybe an entry per month? ahh it doesnt matter anyway. cause noone's interested to read up about me though. goodbye. im gonna go into hiding again. & at times like this, nthg does matter to me anymore, does it? :(