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Monday, October 29
wooooooh, im promoted to sec 4 express. yay yay yay yay. phew. one burden lifted off th shoulders. nyehahaha. ahh school was a totally waste of time today. all we did was, lemme recall eh. ahh all we did was nothing but just to slack. came in class late. & mr pek didnt mark my attendence. tht resultd to th sch calling home thinkg tht i actually skipped school. & mom askd me like a million & one questions la aft tht. eh hello, i was in sch okay. cikgu tu yg potek abeh bodoh. aku sebesar-besar manusia, dier boleh miss out on me. babi. kan tk pasal-pasal dah kene question & enquiery dgn mak aku. nehneh. & today, aku popular sekajap you know. masuk class je everyone went like ' omg, hazz! why th heck are you so freakg tanned '. OBS PUNYER PASAL LA MONYET MONYET SEKALIAN. HAIYO! SEPULUH KALI EXPLAIN ALSO TK FAHAM-FAHAM EH. KRG BETUL-BETUL PUNYER SLOW LOADING LA KAN. malay lesson lagi sepatah haram tk buat ape-ape. i slept for three straight periods since cikgu was not in class. O levels invigilation i think. wah, i really made myself at home. haha. ambil all the bags tht i can find in th class & made it inline. konon mcm katil atas meja gitu la kan. & hafiz's bag made a wonderful bolster. itu kalau mr ong npk, confem-monfem kena maki okay. & during recess, th canteen was so relieve. only us, the sec three express. no sec fours. the canteen is ours la kan. & izman basted-custed siak. he hung up on me in th middle cause we argued about smthg. & izman, if youre reading this, which i know you will, fuck you. hahahahahahaha. yeah, imma mean monster. so what? i dontknow how to react when she told me about it. ah yes. dah la. i cant be bothered already okay. i shall do myself a favour by switchg off my handphone & not entertain any phone calls or smses from anyone be it from girlfriends or close friends. ah kay macam paham dot com. but seriously eh. i wont. starting from now which is like 5.30pm. i have had enough & i dontwant more. aku sendiri pon tak tau aku nyer feelings & sometimes i feel tht im the stupidest person on earth tht i have ever come across with, if thts possible. i feel like a bloody fcukg fool now for actually entertaining him. bloody hell. AKU DAH MALAS. things are always like shitfuck for me. so why must i actually believe tht happiness do exist cause it dont. okay atleast for me, it doesnt. period. & to you. dont you ever ever use her just for th sake of revenge & just toying her around.or i seriously shall fcuked your face right back. i swear. dont mind me but im just expressing myself out. vulgar pon vulgar lor. from now on, i wont entertain your calls or smses. for what? youre just wasting my fcukg time on you, babi. i wont want to get myself heartbroken, which i already did, i reckon. i wanna run away from reality. call me an idiot. yes i am one. \ |