Dont Speak.

ONE TWO THREE	ONE TWO THREE OF LOVE, LIFE & EVERYTHG ELSE IN BETWEEN. (: HAZIRAH HALIM/HAZZ. IM PROCRASINATOR. I CONTRADICT MYSELF EVERY DAY. I WOULD SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY WHENEVER I WANT TO. I LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I WANT IT TO BE & IM SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HOW I LOVE THEM. PLAY NICE & I'LL DO TH SAME. WITH LOVE, HUGS & KISSES. (:	ONE TWO THREE AISYAH BASIRAH FEE HAZY HUDA ISYA JOLENE KAITING KAK LINA KHADIJAH KILLA LALA LINDY LOLA MING SHUANG MYRAA NAS NADEE NADIAH OZA REENA SITI SUKASHI ZEE ANDERSON ZEE SIGLAP	ONE TWO THREE
Sunday, September 23 shabby piece of inconsiderate bastard. how do you think i felt when you said ' you don't understand me at all. not even a single bit '. do you know how fcukg hard i tried all this while to please you & making myself like a fcukg idiot infront of you. no you dont. you dont even realise tht im doing so. cause youre just an ungrateful dickhead. you left things hanging just like tht. stop venting your god damn anger on me. im not your punchg bag. say it right to my face if youre not interested. stop being a fcukg two faced bastard. call me a bitch, a useless gf & whatsoever shitfcuk you want to. i dont give a slightest damn. wasting my tears on you isnt worth the pain. but i cant help it. if you think tht im your spare tire or some sort, fuck you. go get a life. i dont live to please you. my life doesnt revolve around you & only you. youre the worst thing tht could ever happen to me, i swear. yes, im saying all this & i meant it. curse me top to bottom for all i care. cause you asked for all this. youre one unapprieciative mofo. i hate you. i went online & waitd hours & hours. not even a single hey or hi or hello from you. mcm tunggu the sun to stop burng gitu kan. so what are you tryg to prove? you only talk to me when needed laa nih? oh, scram off cunthead. & yeah im vulgar. got issues with tht? no? so shut up. everything seems to be crushg down at me, yet again. i dont understand why all these has to happen, yet again. im always askg myself why, yet again. ive been a good girl. i didnt lie to my parents for quite some time. okaay, maybe i did. abt somethg necessary. but i dont deserve all these, do i? maybe i do. maybe allah wants to punish me. for not prayg i guess? for not fasting for no apparent reasons? omg omg omg. but even so, pleaaaase. i wanna past my eoys with good grades. punish me with everythg else but just leave me & my results alone. kaay? thanks. & i realised. i just blogged somethg in an immatured way. so? be it laa. im happy what. let me contradict for once. i miss him. yes him. the one whom i just bloggd all about just minutes ago. i cant get you out of my mind. but hey, you dont deserve to be there! cause i hate you but i miss you but i hate you but i miss you. go figure. taataa. me: eh aku angry sad frustratd heartpain at ____. dia mcm asshole seh, fye! fye: oh asal krg gadoh lagi? aper nih puasa-puasa gadoh. tk berkat laa nanti! hahahahahahaha. me: tak funny okay. aku angry nih! hmmmphhf. fye: okay sorry. hmm, talk things out with him ah. kau pon satu stubborn headed. asik nak kena give in kat kau. bila mau game dah beb. me: ehwah ehwah. sedap-sedap je kutuk aku. fine ah. go side you friend. krg kan brothers for life. go far-far. pfft. another piggg! aiyer.