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Friday, August 10

i dont know whats wrong with me these past few days but i feel like bitch.
yeaah, i realised. im always wanting more.
but hey, isnt that a nature of a human being.
who am i to kid myself?
lieing to one's self is the worst thing a person can ever result to.
living in your own world of fantasy?
baaaah, till when? till eternity? NOO.
we're living in the real world.
so live in it. not creating one of your own.
' Being one's self & not others is what a person should do '
currently, im self obsessed with going out on saturday nights since parents suddenly gave me the total freedom to do so out of a sudden.
im also obsessed with meeting him meeting her meeting her meeting her.
but with all these given to me, why am i lackg way back in my studies?
& yeaah like daddy said, ' your job as a student now is to study. good things come later. hold a good result in your hands & you can do whatever you want with it '.
bear with me lovelies, but now im ramblg like a grandnanny.
& i came to my senses.
laptop, msn, myspace, friendster, blogger.
they're the world's biggest studies distractor, trust me.
well atleast they are, for my case.
ive got to learn how to self disciplined.
put away all distractions & stop living in my fantasy world.
live in reality & put it effort.
enjoyment comes aft that.
till then.
i need to mugg big time for my common test.
i shall show to my parents that im waaaaay better than what i am now.
put away all distractions once again.
love, boys, guys can wait.
night-night.

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